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Today [Jun. 28th, 2004|06:33 pm]
chorusgeek
Today i spent the day with matt after his band practice. I jumped around my room for a while doing my hair to make the time pass by faster till i see matt. The whole day was based on matt's grandparents 51st anniversary. I was like OMG CONGRADULATIONS! Then i had a daydream of matt and i all wrinkly together. lol awww cant wait.

Then we spent the day together.It was the best. Then at the end of the day we layed together...read our horoscopes...and spit on eachother....then i peed my pants. It was a wonderful day.

<3 Lauran
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wow again [Jun. 28th, 2004|11:31 am]
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i havent written in the longest time. Yeah. Summer is going okay. I dont think ive missed a day of seeing matt. lol. Oh well. My modeling agent keeps calling me. Im sick of him. I dont even want to model. Oh well. Cheerleading is almost here and i havent gone to the beach once yet. That pisses me off that my mom always says we will and we dont end up going. Last summer we went everyother day. We'll see what happens. I saw my old friend cassandra at CVS the other day and now my mom is talking to her mom again but i dont know if i want this to start up again cause everytime i get close to someone they always end up hurting me and she did the most. I dont even know if i ever want to look at her again but i do love her and i always will. I just love the old her and not who she has become. Im a sophmore now. Half way done high school. Graduating in 3 years but if you want to consider it 2 cause i am a sophmore now. WOW!

I miss my annie. She is at the lake house which was close to my old house that i grew up in, in Chepatchet. Great hick place lol. Thats the type of place where tumbleweeds roll down the street and they dont know what pavement is. haha lol. Yeah my nessa left to the navy a little while back. She is going to be there for about 3 months and i know my friend justin is dieing. Justinbear cheer up please! :(

I need contact with my friends again. Yeah ive been so busy that i havent given any time for my friends and it is kindof killing me. I want to go to the mall and the beach. I miss shopping with my friend autumn. We used to have alot of fun lol. It was great and then after that we just stopped talking all together and i havent really had a good conversation with her since. it kindof hurts cause i thought we had something. Maybe someday we will hang out again.

Fourth of July is Object of desires Concert with riverbottom bandits and dirty sharks at Diamond Hill state park so go if you can. It'll be awesome.

Is it bad to say i miss my dad too. I went to my nana's house a few days ago which i havent seen all of them for about a year and a half now and my dad wasnt there. i havent seen my dad for about a year as well and even though he doesnt love me i love him. Its so hard to love someone thta doesnt love you back. really. It hurts so much cause when he looks at me i tru to imagine him being like a father and loving me like one. I want him to go to my concerts and be proud and hug me like a father does. I want him to take me places and take pictures with me. I guess that wish will never come true but its not hard to dream about it.

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<3 Lauran
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in spanish [Jun. 10th, 2004|12:41 pm]
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hi...
im in spanish right now....its great....i love this keyboard....im getting a yearbook tomorrow....my picture looks weird lol....oh well
i have to study for exams tonight and over the weekend really bad....grrr.....im scared lol...i took matt's lollipop from him because it was chocolate...lol....oh well...he needed to play trumpet next block anyways so whatever.....we are watching freddy vs. jason right now....this is awsome...but justin isnt here to watch it with me so im all alone....lol...with my immature classmates who have no idea where spain is or why they even have the language...lol....gotta go..bye bye
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munsters [Jun. 9th, 2004|12:16 pm]
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home [Jun. 8th, 2004|06:21 pm]
chorusgeek
Today was fine .....i havent written in a long time....im sweltering in this house....i want to go to the beach....tomorrow is class day.....i have to sing with the choir and band......im with shelli right now .....we tried on dresses and such......we are so cute.....i didnt get to see matt after school today.....we drove nessa and justin home though.....shelli and i took pics on my bed....it was 90 degrees today....HOLY SHIT....i was going to sign up for novans but i have another year of redskins....so much pressure....i need my grades to rise....really bad...I miss Matt....I think im pmsing...what the hell....

<3 Lauran
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(no subject) [Jun. 1st, 2004|11:41 am]
chorusgeek
ive got the world on a string
sittin on a rainbow
got the string around my finger
what a world what a life im in love

i got a song that i sing
i can make a rainbow
anytime i move my finger
lucky me cant you see im in love

lifes a beautiful thing
as long as i hold a string
id be your silly so and so
if i should ever let go

chorus
what a world what a life im in love

lifes a beautiful thing
as long as i hold a string
id be your silly so and so
if i should ever let go

i got a world around a string
sitting on a rainbow
ive got the string on my finger
what a world what a life
what a world what a life
im in love....im in love...im in love...

im in love

- Lorri Morgan
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Surprise! [May. 30th, 2004|10:20 am]
chorusgeek
surprise
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


What kind of kiss are you?
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PROM NIGHT [May. 30th, 2004|09:58 am]
chorusgeek
the prom was amazing...matt and i danced all night....my dress was gorgeous...i felt like cinderella truelly. I didnt like my hair but i like it now that its cut. I LOVE MATTHEW G. with all my heart. He is the best thing that ever happened to me. I knew i deserved something for trying my entire life to the nicest person i can be and being caring and sensative without someone creates a lonliness inside of you. I found him and fell in love with him....so much...so hard....his love lingers around me like the tingling sensation of raindrops falling in the summer. Every love song reminds me of him and the things he does are memerized so im always reminded of him. He is the most wonderful boy. My boy. My boyfriend. My soulmate. My love. Forever and Always.

<3 Lauran
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forgot [May. 27th, 2004|12:22 pm]
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forgot to tell you that MATT made me cancel my appointments for the prom and schedule them earlier which was hard! grr maybe im exaggerating a little but still....My makeup and hair appointments and then i had to cancel my nail appointment. Oh well I love him you know.....Gotta deal

<3 Lauran
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semi pictures [May. 27th, 2004|12:04 pm]
chorusgeek
the semi pictures came out pretty good. Im very happy. The prom is in 2 days now.WOW! lol
I saw annie and keith in his car today and omg they are adorable like really. They are so cute and matt and i are and everyones jealous. We have it so good. lol I LUV ANNIE!
I burnt my hand on the curling iron today. OMG it hurt so badly i couldnt explain the torture i went through today....lol its so pathetic i even got ice for it and matt kissed it better. Im a hypocondriac if thats even how you spell the damn thing.hahh yeah. I was going to sign up for the high school cheerleading team cause i talked to everyone and they all said i should cause redskins isnt my thing. Lots of the girls are immature and they just need to grow up and get TALLER...they all told me last year to shrink hahah. They need to grow so i dont know why they are trying to make me feel bad. which they did. friggen miggits. The high school needs back spots anyways and i have been one for 4 years now. but i cant leave redskins on my last year. Idk what to do. I signed up for newspaper since they took away the journalism course i wanted to take next year. that gets me angry but i cant always get what i want....thats a song slightly.lol yeah. Im almost done all the assignments i owed to all my teachers i just have a few from spanish left and 1 from biology as well as two projects haha thats alot but not from what i had in the first place...Randy and i are friends again. YAY we have known eachother for 7 years and we changed alot together. Its so weird how things end up from what they started from. That kid is always going to be part of me now.....chorus elections are really soon. I feel so horrible choosing cause i love everyone. I think im going to choose the junior representatives cause next year when they start will be their last year so they dont have any more chances to get chosen. I want to be a secretary some day but i can wait. I love my chorus. They are like the family i never had lol. It makes me so happy how much we have progressed and just made eachother proud through all the hard work, effort, and dedication we put into learning everything. The select choir too. Im so lucky to be part of that music department its incredible. But i am the major chorus geek of my graduating class so you will hear things like that come out of my mouth as well as people wouldnt stop talking during rehearsal and such but not everyone is as focused and serious about it as i am...Chorus is just my thing...But anyway i also have to read this book for biology which i know will be excellent. Its about this girl lauren and she is anorexic...too bad her name isnt spelt my way...LAURAN but yeah im looking forward to reading it...Yesterday was my last rehearsal....it was so sad. Thats my life. Im going to be so depressed on wenesday nights now.lol. How pathetic. Danny knows what im talking about. Right dannyboy lol.....Well i need to go write some more of my history project on greek gods so ttyl.

<3Lauran
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